the unfair n dark world

8 April 2008,1.30pm..a day that i will never forget in my life..this day..a bad car accident was happen on me..I was feltching my dad's workers back to factory by car..n i come to a T-junction.The road got 2 traffic light r 4 me to refer..1 of them was malfunction..n other 1 was oli the green light is function(but the light is dim,i dunno them r malfunction edi).I turn to right when the green light was still light up..i just follow other car behind like usual.When my car was completely on the middle of the road,a car(Sonata by Kia) was come fast from opposite of my car..the car fast(SURE OVER 70KM/H) until i also cant c it clearly..just in 1 second..2 cars r crash..i also dunno wat happen in tat moment.just noe that my car r crash with other car..my car fly away bout 4 or 5 meters...n slide up to 45 degree..i can feel de force..de force r act on my car n me..(just use momentum to count..P=mv,m=bout 850kg,v=70KM/H)..de force r strong..i can heard de sound of glasses n metal crack..it's scary..after tat few second,i fastly swtich off de engine n try to get out from tat car..when i step on de floor...my brain r pain..n my head feel dizzy,my neck r scratch by seat belt..n i saw my worker's head was bleeding..other 1 was no injury..n my car was crash badly..front bumper fly out,left side front tyre was bend,front mirror was crack,left side's door were bent,bonet bent n other..i called my dad immediately n send worker to hospital to take out de piece of glass in his head..on the other hand,i try to argue with other car owner..tat uncle(other car owner) was "bie song" with me..but i cant do anything..we don't noe who r wrong n who r right..all de ppls said was my fault..bcoz we ned to let de car which going straight way pass by 1st..but i didn't wrong all..he also got wrong..drive over speed limit..but too many mouths fight on my mouth..i cant do anything..

after 2 hours,i went to police station made report..de traffic police man said this was my fault..when de traffic light r malfunction,i should stop de car 1st...after this oli can continue my driving..i gave them zadao..but i got try to argue with them but they dun care..they oli wan $..de traffic police man charged 2 kesalahan on me..1 is i din stop de car when de red light r light up..other 1 was said me akibat kemalangan berlaku..wat the "BEST' things he was doing?n i paid de saman on the spot in police station 4 save my P..if not,my P will gantung..wat can i do?R tis fair to me?i may got wrong,but de uncle may got wrong too..i had paid rm300..i ate de "sei mao"..

my dear fren..
i noe driving r syok after u had get ur licence..but rmb pls..when accident happen u will suffer a lot...n affect other ppls..nw i felt guilty to my dad,worker n family members..really guilty...very guilty..but i cant do anything..i felt i'm a useless person,created many problems to them n waste they money n time..i even shed my tear but it was too late 4 me to regret..i rather de person who injury was me..the unfair n dark world made me feel guilty n "wu zhu"..yesterday whole night,i cant sleep well..once i try to close my eyes,i will rmb de moment of car crash..it was luckily,de car strike on my front tyre..if de car strike on de car's body...u all might not c me again..n my worker will die too..on other hand,if i didn't die..nw i will b in jail nw..

P/S..
1. Pls stop ur car when u c either 1 traffic light is malfunction,oli continue to drive when there is
no car or other car has stop.
2. P's licence drivers pls listen..pls dun terlibat in car accident..it may cause u lose ur P licence
even a small matter or accident.
3. Pls appreciate wat u have nw..(yesterday i just really really understand de meaning of tis
sentence.
4. Pls drive carefully even in kampung or small road.If anything bad happen,u must will regret.
"lui yan lui gei". (Until nw i still can rmb n feel de force act on my car n head..)